i'm not someone who's selfish.
i'm more of a compromise platform.
i'm slow to anger.
but when i rage, you'll be surprised.
i'm not unreasonable,
yet i can be headstrong.

i find it extremely difficult to voice
out my WANTS to others (you) because
i'm not brought up in a way to tell
others what i prefer.
usually just suiting to their wants instead.
perhaps thats why i'm always fighting
a war inside of me.

i hate it when people
think that i'm out of reach.
when i'm single, people are always stunned
with the fact that i'm single.
people always think that someone like me
would be / should be attached.
wth is someone like me.
i'm just like you and everyone else.
so what if i studied in all the prestigious
schools?
that doesnt mean i look down on others.
so what if i'm tall or pretty?
do i neccessarily have to be a model
or air stewardess.
so what if i'm nice and friendly?
that doesnt give you the rights to take
advantage of me or trample on me.

sometimes i feel so tired living up to the
expectations of everyone including myself.
i'm not perfect but i keep trying.


/at my wits end. imy.